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wOof Woof

2005-07-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

haha,ah jie sent me tis link to c which breed of dog i m, confusing rite. c it for urself bah...kawaii ne...hehe

http://web.tickle.com/eredir?m=1141394375&u=107878

You're a Pug!No bones about it, you're an intelligent, playful Pug. Witty and charming, you're a lot of dog wrapped in a small package. People just love you — a wonderful approachability and sense of humor put you at the top of everyone's list. And because you're smart and quick-witted, you attract a crowd wherever you go. (Have you ever considered running for office or starting a company? You've got the charisma for either.) But that doesn't mean you can't be a little naughty or mischievous when opportunity knocks — you've definitely got a nose for fun! A happy, optimistic breed, you're admired and respected by all. Woof woof

ya,so i gonna starts work on mon liao, not reali excited bout it mayb i haven been nua for 2 long liao...arh, but i guessed i wl feel much better when pay dae is here...yuppie...

cRossroads

2005-07-22T10:20:00.000+08:00

suddenly i m standing at d crossroad again, leaving wf choices...things reali dnt cum as 1, usuali they appeared 1 after another...i hate to choose frm coz i'm greedy....

i guessed d ONE up tat wont b so lenient wf me so most prob they r testing my decision making skills again....so shitty....wat u want u cant get, wat u dnt pester on....arhhHH

juz pray everything falls in place nicely.....

dEmoralising

2005-07-20T15:10:00.000+08:00

0609hr, n i still wide-eye opened on bed, cant b....d weather is damned cooling n nice for hibernation...grh..but d icy air is reali getting onto my nerves siah...my old injured back ached like mad n i juz cant toss my body swiftly...shit....

daily life is longing for call ups, but i tink its getting lesser as d period of unemployment extended....i m not choosy, i juz hope to do sumtin whereby i can relate wf study...izzit tat hard...sumtin more specialising n not job where a generalist can do....so ever nx time i can switch my wk field wf experienced....Y they enjoyed asking Qns where i juz hate to ans, yes i noe i havent been wking but i had my difficulties...y they juz cant b more lenient wf it...haiz

sent out an emergency msg tis morning, juz recall that Da Jie Da, ah bah's hatchdae is on 22nd....

i have a reali bad feeling i might let kevin down coz i dnt reali tink i wl b call up by HP....something isnt rite somewhere somehow....still got to wait n wait....

ah jie is moving on real well i guessed wf all those sweet little gestures frm all her pals...*winks*...dad is nagging at her again...i juz hope he can sometimes b more sensitive n kip d nags to himself...lets things go wf d flow....can it b........

sO fEd uP

2005-05-28T16:18:00.000+08:00

so shitty, y do mum had to care so much, y is she alwaes feeling so paisei bou everything....its gd to care here n there but y muz she over do it....i wondered if ever if her sibling wl care bou her. it so hard to live in tis ever harder society but y is she maki9ng things so demoralising for every1....shit....
if ppl r up to treat us to sumthing, they r definitely well prepared....y she alwaes bother so much yet complaining infront of us........fed up.....

iNsomnia

2005-05-05T05:35:00.000+08:00

Shit, its alreadi 0530hr.....but i still unable to sleep.....how??? I guessed the past mths of traumatising experiences are making me to stay ultra alert at nite times.....wat to do.....can the witch who cast a spell on sleeping beauty pls pay me a visit. I nid to kun le.....

y Alwae?

2005-04-25T00:02:00.000+08:00

y izzit that they are alwaes arguements in this world. izzit it chaotic n messy enough. Y is there alwaes rejection going on, can everything juz fall in place nicely, wat i want i dnt get, wat i least interested, it juz hang on like leech......
so glad that 2 hear the news frm sy that her much awaiting baby finally c the world last wk....she has alwae been a veri gd da jie jie to me during my daes at NYDC....glad for her....cheers

rAys

2005-04-13T19:39:00.000+08:00

rAys filtered through d dark clouds.....may d clouds b blown away by d wind of happiness.....let d sky b clear n our paths visible in sight.....hope our minds wl b as calm as d lake after rain....mist of rebirth awaiting us..........

dRowning

2005-04-08T15:50:00.000+08:00

So much had happened for d past 2wks, n i shld kip them as my darkest secret till time is riped for d cat 2 b out of the bag, so much tat it had exceed its level 2 b tolerant, it juz get out of hand now. how i hope everything wl b juz b a terrible nitemare.....insomnia, loss of appetite, short tempered had their evil hands clung on mi, how m i gonna jump out frm tis upsetting situation now....showing mercy to ur enemy is cruelty to urself....i reali hope the 1 who lost its mind wl cum 2 sense soon n stand on it feet....easily said than done...haiz

i reali cnt b bothered wf d offer frm NIE, specialise in english is not my cup of tea. wat did d hell hat i told them tat i wanted 2 spec in english,so shitty..... gone another offer....so much that i cnt care that much.....so many things on mind.....i drowning.....

2005-03-23T14:06:00.000+08:00

My Bdae group pix

guardian angel

2005-03-23T00:59:00.000+08:00

fIrst thing first, i wanna tks xj, larry, chin2 n suling 4 their ultimate dinner at mache...i tink it reali burnt a hole tis time round...actuali its doesnt matter wat for treat but who we r eating with....its an enjoyable makan everytime with u guys n 'SISTERS'...hehe. tks......i dnt mind hving juz 924 laksa juz as long as u guys r onz.....A BIG TKS once again....although i didnt get present frm u guys this time but i tink as we 'matured' as daes 2 cum.....time 2 gather bcum so precious tat is priceless, no ever gift cn ever mk up for that...kip in mind....

reading lyana's blog has bcum a daily chore....sori hor,i got no fei fen zhi xiang....juz tat her blog alwaes constantly remind mi that life is reali hard 2 b balance n b fair in our everydae life...study...work...friends...family....loves....wat reali is d most important n shld b d top in our priority....it reali hard 2 judge nowadaes.....i hope an angel wl guide mi through.....

hanging

2005-03-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

i hv a weird feelings these few daes, tis feeling is reali hard 2 explain n i hate 2 kip it 2 myself....it like a time bomb waiting 2 explode.......arhhhhHH!!!!

when wl this weird feeling goes, pls stay away frm mi.....i noe i reali highly sensitive but i rather hope my radar is hay wired this time round

sch is kiping mi hanging, no where 2 head...when wl they reply.....sian....

i guessed i not hapi wf d things rite now....when wl i bcum a hapi person again...haiz.....

ended

2005-03-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

d fair finali ended, giving mi a bad sore throat though.....haiz, reali bad sale record...i tink i reali cnt b a gd salesman.....izzit because of Brother's blasting speakers. dnt noe lah.....

k,woke up quite late 2dae, passed noon liao....so shiok.....

but hor,when is my pay cuming....each n every1 still owning mi money...bloody hell siah, better pay up if not i go hang 'zhu tou' liao.....

rAdar

2005-03-11T00:24:00.001+08:00

seemed like my radar to detect ppl nowadaes are failing mi liao....d bad guy turned out 2 b mild n helpful n d kind 1 somehow is stabbing u wf thousand knives...shitty.....is it reali failing or isnt akind of faky illusion....d show juz got started so it hard 2 judge....things hvnt been running smoothing....2 c d real colours of my pals is a kinda of gd things, they might b crappy at times but at least they cared n bought my snack, muffins, but i juz 2 upset wf d lost XXX n turned dwn their intention............hope a better tmr then.....lucky star n fairy god mother pls shine on mi n adjust my radar abit...tango yankee.....

rAdar

2005-03-11T00:24:00.000+08:00

frustrating

2005-03-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

wow lau,hvnt start wk alreadi so many arguements!!......i m an apppointed team leader not i chose 2 b 1....so nx time if they tink they can do a better confrontation....juz go ahead!!! i not ur nanny or ur job agent...y do i hv 2 take tis kinda of stupid responsibilities.....grown up men...be responsible of ur own actions....n tat stupid gugu, pretending to b BZ when i toking 2 him,how rude...juz pay a little attention lah, at least i look upon u as d overall team lead n d eldest.....shitty positions shitty ppl.....

now i realised how tough it can b 2 manage ppl, but i juz got d first taste of it....4 daes of shows....let c who got d last laugh....F*U*C*K......

iN place

2005-03-07T15:51:00.000+08:00

rIte now everythings seemed 2 run smoothly, so smooth till i afraid that hao2 jing2 bu3 chang2 zai4.......i wished wat i reali wished 4 wl cum true..reali wished 4.....

sat i had lots of fun mitting up hanwei 2 K box, he reali mproved in his singing.....he still d same, looking younger though.....i tink in few yrs time, i wl look like his senior liao....haiz....sui yue....

b hopeful n prayed.....

hIde n seek

2005-03-03T18:40:00.000+08:00

for those who hvnt watched d show shld go watch it....d plot was great...i wl label it as 1 of d best show i watched in 2005, aniwae 05 juz got started...
dakota fanning's performance was so 'stirring', kipping mi in suspense....well well...goes on..i guessed tis show is comparable wf 'SAW'.....huh, nv heard of it rite....i tink it a late nov 2004 show...its brutal n bloody...sort like hide n seek but more ja luc.....i becuming more sadist liao....hee
seemed like alot of activities are cuming up liao....yeah....except 4 serious wk....o O....

u jin wu sian

2005-02-27T00:15:00.000+08:00

so much tat i went 4 my long awaiting windsuring yterdae, but hor d wind n current was kinda of strong...i failed 2 surf 4 a long distsance...wld say its total failure loh...suffering frm bruises n cuts all over my hands...sian got 2 use zam bak later liao... ah mei worst still....kana a thin cut on her upper inner lip...poor thingy...luckily she dnt nid stitches....

went 2 fetch lionel frm airport juz now....dad drove his car d veri first time...abit nervous loh.....abit haywire here n there...we spent 45 mins in d heavily rain....poor vision trying 2 figure out wats d prob wf d hand brake...1 person driving but 4 ppl tinking n stressing....phews...finali reached airport in 1 piece....dad was relieved 2 hand over....hahaha...went dinner at liang courts tunk leng.....nice nice...yummy...

got 2 burn some fats tmr liao...gan bah te....

tats it

2005-02-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

after so mani nites of pianging d Tian Tang De Jie Ti, its finali cum 2 an end, a veri satifying 1.mum,dad n i hd been glued nitely 2 d TV set, changing box of tissues every 3 episodes. mum n i cried buckets. it d best korea show i hd watched since.....i noe lyana highly recommended it....hehehe *winks*

ok,time 2 b serious n get dwn 2 wk.....but my things kip cuming in endlessly, registrations, job searches,cover letters, data entry, piles n piles of shoes awaiting 2 b stacked n return....is there reali no endless 2 endless....how i wished i cn dump everything n go backpacking, but money isnt gonna down frm sky....grHHHHH

alrite,sent off Ho yterdae 2 aus,hes gonna b there 4 3yrs,such a long time....i tink he cn forget bou cuming back liao.if i wl him,i wl stay there 4 gd....MIGRATE....arh,but i gonna leave behind love ones, tasty foods, clean environment, mahjong khakis, friends, buddies, fishes....it so sick 2 b a Sg sumtime........grhhhhhH....tats it

so much more

2005-02-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

juz came back frm jogging, i guessed i hd been MIA 4 awhile. d feeling was great after a big sweat out, but d loads of bah gua, love letter, mini sambal popian rolls n all those goodies seemed intact on my love handles....sian1/2...

k,passed r d daes of endless mahjongs, makaning n running around juz 2 catch up wf each others...but i managed to mit up wf some rare personnel tis yr round, ppl like wilbur n mrs tay....its great 2 c them in gd shape n hapi wf life....i oso learnt a lesson frm mrs tay is 2 stay positive throughout our doings then we wl b a hapi person.....i hope i reali absorbed it well n stopped being grumpy over not getting a perm job n meaningless daes passing by......life is not all bou wking n studying aniwae....there r still love ones out there for us...so be hapi n live on.....yeah!!

aDvices

2005-02-03T01:24:00.000+08:00

reali had a wonderful session yterdae...been so stess up over d contract thingy....

sign or nt 2 sign.....sign or nt 2 sign.....reali sian wf it. juz cnt shake it off my mind....i guessed i might burst ani sooner...luckily ah jie jio mi 4 jalan session at ikea...she noe tat i hv been in deep thoughts all tis while....hving late lunch at ikea was great....food therapy reali worked wonders...enjoyed d drumsticks n meatballs alot.....

1830, made my way 2 orchard cuppage 2 mit up wf same old gang 4 ktv session..i decided 2 ask my sis along since she hvnt mit up wf them 4 awhile 2....n she was interested 2 noe my kou zhong de min yee reverend...haha....

d mike kip rotating btw mi,min yee n ah jie.......arh....suling,wm n chin oni there 4 tibits n drinks(like tat abit xiong rite,tibits so ex.haha)...so btt xj came, shes in time 4 a few song n a very 'feeling arh' "yu jian" wf mimi yan....how touching hor...heee

we headed chomp chomp 4 supper.....i gonna 2 break d idea of signing 2 them....dnt noe y....when i told family bou it...i nt ever gan chiong....but when i bou 2 tell them i like hving full stomach of butterfiles.....its like my heart is jumping out..like expecting lots of scolding......so when i ordering food,looking at d flashy signboards....my mind is trying hard 2 organise my thought of breaking d news...

so i told them my intention afterall, i was given wf gd n kind advices frm Chin,Suling,Xiujuan,Ah Jie,Mini yan....n Min Yee....btw chin tks 4 adopting larry, he bcum more sensible....n 2 min yee 4 ur thoughtful msg in d nite...i wl kip all tat advices in mind.....all of u r juz fantabulous...tks

a pix speaks a 1000 words

2005-01-28T02:00:00.000+08:00

signing a bond of 8yrs was reali bloody damned long...so i decided 2 seek advice frm d pros n old birdie in wking society

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ah jie said:"it all in u loh, if u hv d interest in aircaft, then signed but 8yrs leh. bUt its stable n security...."

......

lionel said:"d pay is kinda of low if they wanted 2 bond u 4 8yrs,at least $1xxx mah,then more like it, aniwae after 3yrs apprenticeship, there is no black n white saying that ur increment is guaranteed. bUt u r still young, u hvnt try other fields, so u sure mechanical wk is reali wat u want.....?"

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aUnt daisy said:" if u can study, then u shld by all means, u r in such a paper significance sg...so i wl advice u 2 study...."

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sYlvia said:" d positon frm such national coy is hard 2 b missed, but u gonna give up on schooling...."

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mum n dad said:" kan ni loh..."

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so i guessed after so many advices frm so many ppl, d picture is getting clearer liao...aniwae there is another interview cuming its way nx wed(mai lai jiu mai lai, ai lai long zhong yi qi lai,sian1/2)...being offered frm sec interview was reali a confidence booster....but lionel said:" mayb they sent out 50 offering letters?"

hAiz, gone my first sourced after perm job pay...tata......

dUmb blonde

2005-01-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

had a gd swim n burn yterdae, i hvnt touched d water 4 bou 1mth liao...so shiok....

got sis at amk 4 hair colour.....oso hvnt colour my hair since ns enlistment..tat was 2yrs plus till now,but i noe once u starts,u cnt stop kinda thingy...hope 1 dae black wl b in again....

reali luv sis n mine colour alot....both r ash tone base.....ah jie simply looked great....tks 2 eddie n joey's effort 4 tking d trouble 2 bring all loreal's colours frm br 2 br...hee....

ok,so i got an offer frm d veri sec interview, i thought i screwed it...by going arh arh arh throughout d interviews....muz b all those kinds testimonial throughout my yrs tat brought mi d offer.....hehehehe....so now dnt noe 2 sign or dnt sign, d contract seemed long ....but d perks were reali gd especiali d travel part....but wl they sneered at my now blonde hair......be generous SIA........

jUmping roti prata

2005-01-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

wOw kaoz, 0800hr, gonna b late 4 running trip again....but my butt was hurting n aching, guessed its frm all those jumping n stretching during yterdae badminton, veri lousy indeed....ache so easily nowadae...sian1/2....adrian was waitng as i prayed 4 tat bus 4 go faster.....

i broke my timing 2dae, now then i recalled prob d jumping n running did help in 'seasoning' body towards exercise, gd thingy....

i Told myself not 2 nap in noon coz i reali hate d feeling of waking up in d mid noon on d nx dae wfout doing a single chore n sleeping so late in d nite coz i hd slept like piggy in noon.....so tahan....tahan till 1800.....

wEnt off 4 my cycling trip wf wm,sl n chin2... sUpposely going 2 jalan kayu 4 roti prata but sl's bike kana a punctured tyre so we headed chong pang 2 get it changed....oni 6bucks, quite cheap though....so we changed our cycling route.....we decided 2 go lower pierce reservoir instead...coz there oso got veri nice roti prata......but incase wm, sl n chin2 r reading tis. i liked 2 tell ur a rumour bou tat prata shop tat we went, i heard frm my uncle who was frm d old AI sec sch opposite d prata shop last time, its said that d shop was once suspensed due 2 unhygiene condition, coz their roti prata contains trace of......................faeces!!! grh rite???hehe...but tat was abou 20 yrs ago.......

aNiwae we had a gd chat at d prata shop, we talked bou relationship which nv our topic....funnie rite coz we alwaes talked bou food n arh....food...haha

tat mimi yan kip asking mi senseless Qns, FYI, i not gonna ans ani of it, coz i charge for answering stupi qns....gen wo ji zu hor.....hehehe......nitez

match

2005-01-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

spots spots, when wl d spots ever stop harassing mi. i hv been trying 2 relax.....guessed i still tense up frm jobless n penniless....haiz.....

wEnt cycling yterdae wf WM, hvnt been cycling 4 2mths liao....missed d bleeze on d face feeling. we rode 2 sembawang park n those ang mo estates around there. d feeling was great, it liked in another country.....luv those housing, veri 'art gallery' like...and those big big garden surrounding it.....

woke up late 2dae, but 1/2hr late was oso intended so that chin2 n family cn get 2 play more rounds of badminton, wow wow, chin's family r reali gd at it....mayb its bcoz i dnt hv much ball sense lah.....gd match afterall.....

where is d food???

2005-01-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

cAn short or bad memory b cured, how cum i find it so hard 2 recall things nowadaes.....muz b getting old liao.....can ever remember teacher who had taught mi b4. sumtin muz b veri wrg wf my god damned brain.....wake up james....read if not ur brain is gonna rusty....

but how, everydae though wking part time but i still shortage of time 2 do my veri own things.....rm is still in a mess...shit.CNY cuming....got 2 do sumtin bou it...

kk, abit recap of my past daes activities...went wf sl,c2,xj n wm 4 rollerblading at east coast.....sl was quite dared 2 try it out though it was her veri first time....after an hr of coaching in d begininng ground, we branched off 2 d lane....alamak, i seemed 2 b d 1 wf most experiences but kana d worst fall of d dae frm helping sl.....reali paisei siah....but most importantly is 2 recover frm fall in life.....haha, actuali d rental was quite cheap, $7/2hrs...but d gang of us like going 4 makan trip...eat non stop throughout....haha.....blurpsss...

yesterdae chio ah jie 4 k box.....wah wah, hvnt...reali enjoyed d whole session...then we headed off 2 FEP.....intention was 2 chk out d salon...na li zhi dao..we ended up shopping there till i felt reali hungary h headed ngee ann city breeks 4 makan.....na li u zhi dao, tat waiter 4got my order.....hai wo zitao er dao yao shi........so when my order finali arrived, i teased d waiter.....'oh, u finali caught d fish huh!!'.............

sImple workz

2005-01-16T01:08:00.000+08:00

aChing here n there frm 2 daes of bending, squatting n kneeling.....part of d temp job......arHHHH!

bUt tis job doesnt reali required ani brain tinking process, not so bad after all........

eArning peanuts yet fulfilling, coz spending wfout earning can b reali stressful.....

i A stock taker at addidas..........yupi.....

1 dae johorian

2005-01-13T23:34:00.000+08:00

had a wonderful outing 2 JB wf sis yterdae, it was d veri 1st time we went wfout dad n mum accompanied, kinda of scary...coz we alwaes feel veri insecure wfout mum n dad in d 'veri safe' JB....

wE started our shopping spree by hunting dwn every vcd shop inorder 2 find singyi's favourite 'WINDS' 2004 concert, but they juz dnt hv it...sian1/2...forget it lah

sis got herself a top n skirt mi gonna 2 Ts.....as 4 d details of d clothings, u wl noe it when CNY arrives..haha...basically, our trip is filled wf mai dong si, chi dong si.....Nx, we went 2 d hawker street behind city square, its was a quite wulu place but d food served juz tasted heavenly cooked, had our favourite hong jiu ji(red wine chix) n a affordable sambal BBQ stingray 2 share....at 1st, both of us thought we could swallow another plate of chao guo tiao( coz its 2 tempting liao), but in end got 2 give up since we r fill up 2 d neckline already...hehe....nx trip,chao guo tiao,u wait....

then we tabao 2 gigantic ye zi mei da bao 4 BF, it big, juicy n d liao inside was like yum yum, veri wu u suo zhi....oni RM3.....wow wow......then we headed 4 hme sweet hme wf all our zhai li ping.....hohoho........

mAkan marathon

2005-01-11T10:39:00.000+08:00

aFter reading 'thanks for your time in............' i noe tats it liao, 1st interview gone case, i was depressed 4 let's said 1 minute....tRying to figure out wat went wrg tat dae.....tHen forgot all about it.....aNiwae it was my very 1st so i dnt expect it 2 b 1 shot 1 kill......nvm, nx time

1700, ah jie jio mi 2 eat laksa but i juz had it yterdae but i still mit up wf her at 925.....she had her laksa n ice cacang while i had my chedol....oishi neh.....kk, time catching up, got 2 mit up wf xj, wm, phoon, chin, suling for another round of makan in geylang.....

wow sed, chin late, so d 3 of us(wm 2), all turned up 2 b d last 2 reach kallang....kk, d gang of walked a short distance 2 geylang lorong 15 or 14 for some tim sum.......yummy yummy!! throughout t,we kip suaning larry as Min yee fa shi, he damned ho pi kee loh, nv lost his cool n joke wf us, shuai!! d food pOrtion abit 2 small n oni so so loh, larry suggested 2 go for durians, ok ok, feelng abit full but still can fit a few seeds lah.....na li zhi dao...tat larry reali got us 1 durian each....wow, flipped....heng its small....

near 2200, larry still unwilling 2 go hme coz he cnt log on 2 msn, so for d nite chat he wl b left out...haizz, kk. 2 kip him acc, we went 2 kallang mac for another round of fries n drinks, chatted till closed 2245, end of session...mitting them again on sundae for sum rollerblading at east coast....hurray!!

rAin rain go away!!

2005-01-09T01:24:00.000+08:00

rAining, hd a gd talk wf siying n weemeng at lib coff 4 BF, siying was still as chirpy n most importantly she hapi wf her present status which is gd thingy....raining still.....

1715, left hse 4 platoon gathering at marina bay buffet dinner, raining cats n dogs....shit!! cHinguan msg mi n said hes nt joining us at d last min...kk...nvm

1830, reached marina n kana swamp by d peddler to patronise their stall, k....chose 1 quite lok 1 but i prayed d food 2 b gd coz mum n dad juz went last wk n kana diarrhoea after, wow kaoz.....nt so bad after reaching there....d moment d plates were given, we dashed for d piles piles of food, ong ji ji came late n kana suan by us, bo bian...its a traditional...hahaha.....hd a gd time talking cock n suaning...n we promised 2 mit up again during CNY...meanwhile, take care pals.....

oUght 2 b shot

2005-01-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

'tEll mi more bou ur specialisation in wireless comm.' i Was like dumb folded 4 a moment b4 realising wat was happening, sHit!! aLl returned 2 my lecturer, kk....wat should i talk about....fUck, blank mind......ok....'sori, lost touch'......ought 2 b shot meh, i should expect tis all along....haiz.....so lets juz wait till their call up now.....bobi bobi arh

walking tis morning 2 d location seemed a mile away while it is juz a stone throw away....mUz b d injured toe loh, so suay, watched movie oso kana blue black toe.....haiz....bUt Mitting d fockers was a gd 1, watched it wf weemeng.....then while leaving, dnt noe wat happened i juz missed a step and landed my rite foot on the seat stand beside....wow pian....nw swollen n blue black...sian1/2...cnt ever wk part time 4 phang's....

vEri first times

2005-01-06T16:07:00.000+08:00

i M saddened by d call frm mandai crematorium, they were unable 2 retrieve d unit no. of mdm lee ling but they do have her record of cremation......i Tried calling her residence but oni 2 realise tat it was a wrg no......sad, veri sad. mAyb it was fated tat she wl oni leave her laugthers n beautiful moments embedded in our memories.....tks Mdm lee, for d education n life learning experiences......

iT was funny that i actuali got 2 do alot of 'veri 1st times' thingy within tis 2 daes, gathered for karaoke session wf my sec sch mates(last time where got such things like K box n patry world, oni alot of BBQ outings, bowling).....then we headed 2 serangoon garden 4 d veri 1st time in my life as a Sgaporean, mountain tortise rite...heheh

in morning, rushing here n there, forgot bou my lenses(fuck meh) n dashed 4 interview....wosh....1 dwn....1 more 2 go tmr....haizz.....scary at d interview as its was my veri 1st time hving interview since ord in oct.......kk, kip telling myself 2 cho hee n relax abit but still ended up 'spidering'.....haizzz.....better tmr mayb.....cheers....

a Needle in pile of hay

2005-01-05T01:48:00.000+08:00

eNough enough, i reali hv enough of all tis 'sea sportsless' daes....nO wakeboarding, windsurfing, canoeing.....arHHHHHH....when can i hv all tis without thinking of d weather...d charges.....d ppl....

tOld mum tat it is Mdm lee ling's death anniversary on tis 14 jan, reali didnt discover till d dae msn wf suling n larry...so i initiated 2 look 4 her urn at Mt Vernon...mUm was 'on' enough 2 acc mi there...oNi 2 find out tat d adminstration had shifted 2 Mandai Crematorium...Haiz....nOt 2 give up...we tried 2 searched blocks by blocks under d slightly warm atmosphere......towards d veri last block, we were still unable 2 locate ani urn whereby they departed in 1996(it oni till 1995).....how disappointing....then a uncle appeared.....

d caretaker told us that they didnt hv ani info 2 chk on the unit of the urn n gave mi a no. for enquiry(mandai) gOnna give them a call tmr 2 chk it out....mDm Lee, pls blessed us.....

sMooching

2005-01-04T01:53:00.000+08:00

wow pian, 0200 liao leh, still cnt sleep(body clock abit scewed up liao). i Thought y not jot dwn my little details of yterdae??2dae??

ok, went 4 a haircut at katamo around 1300, its was showering. jOey was alwaes so nice n straigth forward, juz cnt get enough of her inflectious laughter......surprise 2 c her colouring kelly's hair.....i oni thought tat she was d lady boss(she oni dnt cut 4 cust) all d while....hehe, great discovery of d dae since being their loyalty frm poly daes....hair turned out 2 b a bit tutu, but dnt noe y i alwaes thought its looked tutu no matter who meddled wf my hair....haizzZZ, mayb not used 2 it yet....

mIt up wf ah jie 2 get a pair of shoes 4 d up cuming few interviews, mine present 1 was so cui3, reali cnt jian4 ren2 liao.....after tat we went 2 our fav marina 4 fried sliced fish soup plus rice, seowpeng's fav 2.......'winks'....didnt noe tat they shifted liao, luckily tat cashier aunt still there....hehe....so didnt go 2 d wrg stall.....

2 full liao, ah jie n i went 2 jalan at boat quey, juz cnt locate Attica, wat d fxxk!!! where d hell izzit....sian1/2....then we went on 2 neil rd 2 c my medic buddy's newly opened pub...Jia1 at 57 neil rd...on d way there we saw an ang mo n a chinese guy(SPG:sarong party guy??) behaving intimately......yes yes, u didint read wrgly, its a chinese guy(its near tanjong bagar, so i nt surprised).......suddenly while walking infront of us....they went smooching...ah jie was like YEE YEE YEE, but she got so excited n cnt helped but kip watching in amushment.....haha......finali they disappeared into SAkE Bar........wosh, found another heard about cafe, Whatever.....seemed a nice place 2 relax...gonna chk it out 1 of d daes......

wAke up

2005-01-03T01:31:00.000+08:00

aFter 2 daes frm drinking, i finali woke up at 1400, d sky was still as gloomy n d tsunami thingy was still on.....its was like a woke up frm nitemare....

recap:

fRi: went 2 garvin's place 4 count dwn but i was surrounded by unfamiliar ppl, feeling abit out of place...whole nite watching vcds, playing mahjong, eating n drinking. b4 we noe it,its was 2005. ......peaceful yet enjoyable

sAt: yuan backed frm china, muz reali mit up wf d gang though i suffering frm diarrhoea. hvnt c him 4 3mths plus n he leaving again soon. wEnt far east plaza 4 zu2 cao4, and headed devils' rite after to catch soccer match. sTupid, so many ppl chasing after 1 bal, dnt get d idea....0000hr, d floor started 2 heat up, d live bad was reali getting better since i last went.......i drunk around 8 9 mugs but surprisingly alert....strange,weird....blurpssssSS

lAst dAe lAst mInute

2004-12-31T15:31:00.000+08:00

wAtched alexander, nt as gd as troy though, but eleboration of grandeur, i rated it 3stars out of 5.....the story evolved a mum loved king, king loved boy, boy loved boy, man loved girl, girl loved king, meSSy....

but aniwae, its a complimentry frm sina's coy,ALKTG...tks ah mei....'wrinks'

last dae, hvin to put a big dot to mark d end of chapters in 2004 in hours time. i Came 2 realised that i hv been idled 4 d last 3mths of '04, wasted.....

fInali got a interview call yterdae, sum1 at last answered 2 my prayer but i dnt tink mum n dad were rather glad...tHey suggested mi 2 further studies instead...i wOndered are all children of Sgaporen hv 2 b in ntu or nus then they r considered filial, outstanding, honorable....Y? sHldnt we b doing sumtin tat we reali luv n totally devoted 2 so as not 2 hv our life so colourless n meaningless....but in d end it d paper tat mk d cut in all field....tats singapore

last minute informing bout 2nite potluck celebration at garvin's residence, so i rushed off 2 get some finger's food 2 b cook at his place (he got deep fryer mah), took out d volka blackcurrant n vanilla so was the chivas vegas for d bash....2 b frank, i reali nt in mood 2 celebrate loh.....

hVing so many disaster, diseases, rising death toll, end of channel u(loyalty)...haizzzZZZ

nian nian nan gou,nian nian gou.......

mAny many more!!!

2004-12-30T01:53:00.000+08:00

i learnt from a pal tat in d study of her religious, in d daes 2 cum...more n more disasters, man made or not wl befall on us.....

rEcall tat Black Sundae, i was hving lunch wf my mum, telling her bou my pal's religious...nt hving 2 realise a terrible tsunami had taken countries which are so near 2 our tiny little red dot,our Singapore...

cRowds n crowds of shoppers in town r welcoming d brand new 2005, but i guessed d loved ones wl reali like 2 welcome a piece of news frm their lost friends, relatives, spouses, children n so on.......

mAy god n goddess, buddha, guanyin mah or which ever up there bless d earth n may its recover frm tis calamity..............

2004-12-30T00:50:00.000+08:00

mI'n'dOggies

2004-12-30T00:49:00.000+08:00

Mi'n' cAmera shy eMperor

2004-12-30T00:41:00.000+08:00

Jinyanzi smooching eMperor

2004-12-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

aFfectionate looking daxiang

dOggies world

2004-12-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

1400, reached bishan n got daxiang(labrator ret) some treats since tis might b d last time i wl b seeing him. 1430, reached jinyanzi's hse n was greeted by d familiar 'bawu'...grhhhHH

dAxiang like usual wl pound n 'hug' mi. he is damned tall n stands at my height, 171 plus, scary n its oni 1yr plus. tHen i saw a shy mouse like creature under d dinning table, its Emperor(a newly adopted Italian greyhound) iTs so camera shy n afraid of stranger.....so i decided to lure him wf my bait...

wf a wave of d treat, Emp wl run around d room frantically, haha. hOw cute. n Daxiang was poised n looked at mi wf its affectionate eyes, 'pls give mi d treat,wl u pls?'.......

hVing a closer look at Emp, i realised tat he looked veri much like a sausage dog but he more agile n taller...very sleek....pixs taken..cAn sense tat jinyanzi is saddened coz she wl nt b staying wf Emp n daxiang....

wOw kaoz, rained like nobody business....zitao sian but still got 2 move since we paying d driver hourly....then d mini van went circles due 2 bad vision around serangoon ave1 terraces to pick up another guy shifting hse....i almost puked frm car sickness n hving 2 b packed like canned sardine behind d van, plus Emp juz 'cried' non stop...then i realised tat my whole black T was covered wf daxiang's fur n dried saliva stain..further grh xin dao ji dia......picked d guy after rounds n rounds in rain....he owned a puppy 2,but i cnt make out d breed...

there went another long n drowsy journey in d rain 2 jinyanzi's new residence.....

tAlk cock sIng songs

2004-12-28T13:29:00.000+08:00

1600, bou to leave hse when its suddenly poured. sIan, changed out my attire n waited for it to ceased. tHe weather had been bad around the world. wAt d hack is going on???

1745, finali stopped, rushed to d station n chiong all d way 2 orchard 2 celebrate Xiaoyang's bithdae. d gang of us, xavier, sim, chong, xiaoyang n agu dined at cafe cartel cineleisure. wOw pian, d crowd was like mountain ppl mountain sea. fInali got a seat n started our all tim favourite suaning session. i Guessed i was d target of d dae coz i somehow mistaken xiaoyang's BD 2 b on 23 dec, actuali yterdae was d actual, how blur siah....

2100, mit up tat after work shijie, acc him 2 kfc lucky plaza 4 dinner then we headed party world orchard singtel, was in mood 2 sing but tat chong reali wet blanket n left d gang....

uSuali, xiaoyang wl b 1 who held d mic most, follow by agu...dnt noe y last nite sim, xavier n shijie mood damned gd, kip snatching d mic......but its was reali fun coz every1 get 2 sing except tat poor xiaoyang who entertained ho.....

sO, we were d entertainers for d birthdae boy.....haha

cIaoz liao, got 2 help xiao yanzi to shift hse at 1300...........

pAperless

2004-12-27T01:00:00.000+08:00

wOw kaoz, no Sundae straitstimes on Boxing dae. Pek chek, zitao sian1/2, nothing 2 feed my brain todae!

hAving to watch d charity show on 8, i wondered how the needy had spent their Xmas.....tHey showed a 20yrs old poly student who suffered frm weakened heart.....how sad! hE is still so young, in d age 2 enjoy youth n endless energy, but like d host said 'd illness juz robbed his youth heartlessly....'

2230, went 4 a run round d neighbourhood, surprisingly i ran a slightly faster timing 4 d same route...

nW chionging on fruits again, muz b d heaty Xmas food tat 'contributed' 2 my outbreak on my right face, sian1/2....ouchzzzZZZ

40mins 2 boxing dae

2004-12-26T15:59:00.000+08:00

fEeling lost, prob i noe wl b loboring again frm tmr onwards again. aCtuali all the while i hv been doing nothing except tat previously the xmas eve makan session at ah jie's hse kept mi occupied by daes. dAily i wl think of wat 2 cook, whether d dishes r enough or not, running round whole SG in search of gifts n ingredients. hAha, finali d big dae arrived n gone. bUt yterdae i hd a reali enjoyable n memorable dae in 2004. hVing 2 gather my mum's godchildren, ah girl, wenwen, xiaoxian n my 2 crazy cousins, most important, my family.

wE had a great feast by d main chefs, mi n ah jie n helps frm ah mei n lionel. eXchanging gifts was d most look forward n greatest fun involved. i Got a book frm singyi, so its gonna kip mi occupied 4 a few daes.....oh ya, got ah jie n lionel 2 model my gift caps, a smart n lovely pair. Btw,i hd a hard time searching 4 tat rite size nike pink dri-fit cap, went 2 sun plaza, causeway pt, novena,united, taka, funan, queenways, suntec,marina.........d list went on.

bUt at d end of dae, all d smiles n joys worth it........

2004-12-26T01:56:00.000+08:00

Xmas Party 2004