Friday, July 29, 2005
wOof Woof
haha,ah jie sent me tis link to c which breed of dog i m, confusing rite. c it for urself bah...kawaii ne...hehe
You're a Pug!No bones about it, you're an intelligent, playful Pug. Witty and charming, you're a lot of dog wrapped in a small package. People just love you — a wonderful approachability and sense of humor put you at the top of everyone's list. And because you're smart and quick-witted, you attract a crowd wherever you go. (Have you ever considered running for office or starting a company? You've got the charisma for either.) But that doesn't mean you can't be a little naughty or mischievous when opportunity knocks — you've definitely got a nose for fun! A happy, optimistic breed, you're admired and respected by all. Woof woof
ya,so i gonna starts work on mon liao, not reali excited bout it mayb i haven been nua for 2 long liao...arh, but i guessed i wl feel much better when pay dae is here...yuppie...
Friday, July 22, 2005
cRossroads
suddenly i m standing at d crossroad again, leaving wf choices...things reali dnt cum as 1, usuali they appeared 1 after another...i hate to choose frm coz i'm greedy....
i guessed d ONE up tat wont b so lenient wf me so most prob they r testing my decision making skills again....so shitty....wat u want u cant get, wat u dnt pester on....arhhHH
juz pray everything falls in place nicely.....
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
dEmoralising
0609hr, n i still wide-eye opened on bed, cant b....d weather is damned cooling n nice for hibernation...grh..but d icy air is reali getting onto my nerves siah...my old injured back ached like mad n i juz cant toss my body swiftly...shit....
daily life is longing for call ups, but i tink its getting lesser as d period of unemployment extended....i m not choosy, i juz hope to do sumtin whereby i can relate wf study...izzit tat hard...sumtin more specialising n not job where a generalist can do....so ever nx time i can switch my wk field wf experienced....Y they enjoyed asking Qns where i juz hate to ans, yes i noe i havent been wking but i had my difficulties...y they juz cant b more lenient wf it...haiz
sent out an emergency msg tis morning, juz recall that Da Jie Da, ah bah's hatchdae is on 22nd....
i have a reali bad feeling i might let kevin down coz i dnt reali tink i wl b call up by HP....something isnt rite somewhere somehow....still got to wait n wait....
ah jie is moving on real well i guessed wf all those sweet little gestures frm all her pals...*winks*...dad is nagging at her again...i juz hope he can sometimes b more sensitive n kip d nags to himself...lets things go wf d flow....can it b........
Saturday, May 28, 2005
sO fEd uP
so shitty, y do mum had to care so much, y is she alwaes feeling so paisei bou everything....its gd to care here n there but y muz she over do it....i wondered if ever if her sibling wl care bou her. it so hard to live in tis ever harder society but y is she maki9ng things so demoralising for every1....shit....
if ppl r up to treat us to sumthing, they r definitely well prepared....y she alwaes bother so much yet complaining infront of us........fed up.....
if ppl r up to treat us to sumthing, they r definitely well prepared....y she alwaes bother so much yet complaining infront of us........fed up.....
Thursday, May 05, 2005
iNsomnia
Shit, its alreadi 0530hr.....but i still unable to sleep.....how??? I guessed the past mths of traumatising experiences are making me to stay ultra alert at nite times.....wat to do.....can the witch who cast a spell on sleeping beauty pls pay me a visit. I nid to kun le.....
Monday, April 25, 2005
y Alwae?
y izzit that they are alwaes arguements in this world. izzit it chaotic n messy enough. Y is there alwaes rejection going on, can everything juz fall in place nicely, wat i want i dnt get, wat i least interested, it juz hang on like leech......
so glad that 2 hear the news frm sy that her much awaiting baby finally c the world last wk....she has alwae been a veri gd da jie jie to me during my daes at NYDC....glad for her....cheers
so glad that 2 hear the news frm sy that her much awaiting baby finally c the world last wk....she has alwae been a veri gd da jie jie to me during my daes at NYDC....glad for her....cheers
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
rAys
rAys filtered through d dark clouds.....may d clouds b blown away by d wind of happiness.....let d sky b clear n our paths visible in sight.....hope our minds wl b as calm as d lake after rain....mist of rebirth awaiting us..........